Control Freak and Her Cronies

Sometimes I just want to feel like everything I'm doing in my life has a purpose. This is (obviously) easier said than done. I want to feel like the sacrifices I'm making and the efforts I put into things will eventually pay off.
I don't really feel that way right now.
I'm thinking that I need a change.
A step in a new (and right) direction.
My life isn't going to change unless I make efforts to change it.
Ya dig?

In other news this week was relatively eventful, immensely exhausting, mentally stimulating, and sincerely joyful. Spring break is coming up and I'm looking forward to sleeping in, running on the beach, and maybe a roller-coaster or two. This is all well and good in theory but I will most likely spend the entire week volunteering at a center for troubled teens, working long nights, and catching up on my school work. I'm still debating on whether or not I'll be able to commit to summer school. Hmmm...

But in the mean time




WE RIDE TONIGHT.