This morning the barista at Starbucks asked me if I would like a complimentary extra shot in my soy latte. Judging by my expression, she went ahead and just gave me the extra shot before I could respond.
It's been a very intense 24 hours.
My obscenely long "To-Do" list has finally caught up with me. It is OFFICALLY time to grow up. My lost boy inner child is making his much anticipated death rattle. His death has been a slow and painful one, but his time has finally come. R.I.P
After years of complaining and settling for things out of fear, I'm ready to move on completely and take charge of my life. This can only occur if I make some major changes in my life. I'm ready.
Dear Responsibility, take me. I'm yours.
Thursday, April 7, 2011
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
Bad Days Call For Elliott Smith
Drink up one more time and I'll make you mine
Keep you apart, deep in my heart
Separate from the rest, where I like you the best
And keep the things you forgot
Dedicated to my favorite lurker....
<3
Keep you apart, deep in my heart
Separate from the rest, where I like you the best
And keep the things you forgot
Dedicated to my favorite lurker....
<3
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
My Mu Fuggin' Obsession
Their new album "House of Balloons" screams angry-drunk-hate-sex
and I like it.
Been Thinkin' 'Bout The Government
Conflict has riddled my frontal cortex yet again.
The other night I was watching conspiracy videos about the Illuminati and chemtrails with my male doppelganger. His response towards the subject matter seemed much more passionate and angry than my own.
I mean I get it, shits sketchy.
People lie, conspiracies exist, we're all being subliminally controlled my powerful organizations who dictate how things are run across the globe. I literally shrugged after being presented with that information. "So", I thought to myself "It's not like we can do anything to stop this."
Later, I thought about why I was so lax about it all.
My 16 year old self would have thrown a chair at me now. Have I really become the type of person who just accepts their fate and takes a giant gulp of "the cool aide"? What happened to the thirst for knowledge and justice I once had?
I think I've just given up on changing the world.
With age, I've developed a grapefruit size malignant tumor of passivism that is slowly taking over my body.
Shit.
The other night I was watching conspiracy videos about the Illuminati and chemtrails with my male doppelganger. His response towards the subject matter seemed much more passionate and angry than my own.
I mean I get it, shits sketchy.
People lie, conspiracies exist, we're all being subliminally controlled my powerful organizations who dictate how things are run across the globe. I literally shrugged after being presented with that information. "So", I thought to myself "It's not like we can do anything to stop this."
Later, I thought about why I was so lax about it all.
My 16 year old self would have thrown a chair at me now. Have I really become the type of person who just accepts their fate and takes a giant gulp of "the cool aide"? What happened to the thirst for knowledge and justice I once had?
I think I've just given up on changing the world.
With age, I've developed a grapefruit size malignant tumor of passivism that is slowly taking over my body.
Shit.
Saturday, April 2, 2011
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