Down.

I’m lost in the world

been down my whole life

I’m new in the city...

and I’m down for the night. 

and I'm down for the night. 

Said she’s down for the night

Stress fracture

Splinters chip off my broken bones, marrow oozes. Blood swells in my pours.  I feel nothing? Shock fades, I'm still conscious. Still breathing.. My glossy eyes flutter, trying to focus.  I  inhale, not air.  The pain,  That all too familiar pain.  My hollow chest cavity fills  with the fog of memory and realization. My pulse quickens. There's a voice "fuck it, at least you can still feel something" I sink, recoiling my body into the tiniest ball. Temples in between shaky  knees, arms crossed over  bruised and bloody shins,  fingers cradling tired ankles. For  3 days  I sat in that position. Remembering you, and absorbing  every minute of this cruel joke that life played on us.


I'm going back to bed now.