Thursday, July 3, 2014

A typical

I'm sick of trying to be normal. It's exhausting. I've never felt like I fit in with the molds society has placed on me based on my age, socioeconomic class, gender, race etc. I don't care anymore. 

If I'm going to be miserable regardless I might as well be myself, right? 


Man, 26 has been a weird one this far.
 

Friday, May 2, 2014

B&W

this has been my life over the last 3 months, in black and white photos. 











FIN. 



Friday, March 14, 2014

Down.


I’m lost in the world
been down my whole life
I’m new in the city...
and I’m down for the night. 
and I'm down for the night. 

Said she’s down for the night









Thursday, March 6, 2014

Stress fracture

Splinters chip off my broken bones, marrow oozes. Blood swells in my pours.  I feel nothing? Shock fades, I'm still conscious. Still breathing.. My glossy eyes flutter, trying to focus.  I  inhale, not air.  The pain,  That all too familiar pain.  My hollow chest cavity fills  with the fog of memory and realization. My pulse quickens. There's a voice "fuck it, at least you can still feel something" I sink, recoiling my body into the tiniest ball. Temples in between shaky  knees, arms crossed over  bruised and bloody shins,  fingers cradling tired ankles. For  3 days  I sat in that position. Remembering you, and absorbing  every minute of this cruel joke that life played on us.


I'm going back to bed now.

Wednesday, February 19, 2014

Fiction

"He-hey baby?" She murmured,
looking up at his chin,
as she touched his sandy blond hair
they had stopped walking.
"Yes? He smiled down at her.
"Is this it, for us? Are you him?"
"Him?" He was now starring more intensely
into her nervous eyes
"The-the one." She whispered.
His lip quivered and he smiled.
"Baby, you are 'the beginning, the ending,
my everything,
you are  the reason...
and the meaning
to it all"
She breathed...
letting out a labored sigh.
Her eyes darted across his face searching for uncertainty.
His gaze reflected the words that he had just bathed her with
She looked down shyly, as she bit her bottom lip
 Her hands made tiny fists in her jacket pockets.
"Be cool" she thought. "Be cool"
....Fuck it.
She threw her arms around the curve of his neck.
Pressing her cheek against his chest.
She closed her eyes tight.
They both knew.
 
They had found each other.

Wednesday, January 29, 2014

Uh huh honey




I'm happy and healthy and doing my best. This is my message to everyone that has a problem with that.

Thursday, January 23, 2014

Adele, remember...

Be calm
Be brave
Be free
Be me
Be strong
Be smart

Don't freak out
Don't be scared
Don't listen to the thoughts
Don't overthink
Don't be dumb

Let it happen

Ain't that right Lauryn?