Love hurts
Sometimes you must ask yourself:
How much am I willing to take?
How far am I willing to go?
Just how much bullshit am I willing to tolerate?
At one point am I going to scream "Uncle"
Some days I want to quit
but today, I didn't.
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
En Lava
Today's thoughts:
Love hurts
Sometimes you must ask yourself:
How much am I willing to take?
How far am I willing to go?
Just how much bullshit am I willing to tolerate?
At one point am I going to scream "Uncle"
Some days I want to quit
but today, I didn't.
Love hurts
Sometimes you must ask yourself:
How much am I willing to take?
How far am I willing to go?
Just how much bullshit am I willing to tolerate?
At one point am I going to scream "Uncle"
Some days I want to quit
but today, I didn't.
Thursday, August 4, 2011
Bad Mother Fucker
Tonight I planned on treating myself to a night of dancing and debauchery. Somehow I ended up at home eating nearly an entire container of creme brulee gelato while watching the Jersey Shore.
It's funny how life just has a way of not giving you something that you want, while simultaneously giving you something that you need.
I woke up today feeling like myself for the first time in ages. As I was walking to get coffee this morning before work, I finally found that bounce in my step, that has been my cane for last several months. It revisited me like an old friend, lending it's support, and guidance. The best part of this realization was knowing that it was me providing it. When I get in my depressive funks, I need to take inventory of my own independence and remember how much I've accomplished in such a short amount of time. I need to remember that most people my age couldn't take "it" and that I live this life everyday...and kick ass doing it.
No one is going to hold my hand anymore.
If I want something in this life, I've got to earn it, work hard for it, and buckle down to achieve it.
"The most terrifying fact about the universe is not that it is hostile but that it is indifferent, but if we can come to terms with this indifference, then our existence as a species can have genuine meaning. However vast the darkness, we must supply our own light."
~ Stanley Kubrick
Lastly...
Can someone please buy me this?
I think, I've earned it.
It's funny how life just has a way of not giving you something that you want, while simultaneously giving you something that you need.
I woke up today feeling like myself for the first time in ages. As I was walking to get coffee this morning before work, I finally found that bounce in my step, that has been my cane for last several months. It revisited me like an old friend, lending it's support, and guidance. The best part of this realization was knowing that it was me providing it. When I get in my depressive funks, I need to take inventory of my own independence and remember how much I've accomplished in such a short amount of time. I need to remember that most people my age couldn't take "it" and that I live this life everyday...and kick ass doing it.
No one is going to hold my hand anymore.
If I want something in this life, I've got to earn it, work hard for it, and buckle down to achieve it.
"The most terrifying fact about the universe is not that it is hostile but that it is indifferent, but if we can come to terms with this indifference, then our existence as a species can have genuine meaning. However vast the darkness, we must supply our own light."
~ Stanley Kubrick
Lastly...
Can someone please buy me this?
I think, I've earned it.
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