Neutral

Lonely wolf

And you'll always love me won't you?

Yes. 

And the rain won't make any difference? 

No.

A typical

I'm sick of trying to be normal. It's exhausting. I've never felt like I fit in with the molds society has placed on me based on my age, socioeconomic class, gender, race etc. I don't care anymore. 

If I'm going to be miserable regardless I might as well be myself, right? 

Man, 26 has been a weird one this far.

 

No, but seriously

B&W

this has been my life over the last 3 months, in black and white photos. 

FIN. 

Down.

I’m lost in the world

been down my whole life

I’m new in the city...

and I’m down for the night. 

and I'm down for the night. 

Said she’s down for the night

Stress fracture

Splinters chip off my broken bones, marrow oozes. Blood swells in my pours.  I feel nothing? Shock fades, I'm still conscious. Still breathing.. My glossy eyes flutter, trying to focus.  I  inhale, not air.  The pain,  That all too familiar pain.  My hollow chest cavity fills  with the fog of memory and realization. My pulse quickens. There's a voice "fuck it, at least you can still feel something" I sink, recoiling my body into the tiniest ball. Temples in between shaky  knees, arms crossed over  bruised and bloody shins,  fingers cradling tired ankles. For  3 days  I sat in that position. Remembering you, and absorbing  every minute of this cruel joke that life played on us.


I'm going back to bed now.